Welp

I can't change the past.

I can't change the outcome of the game of Chinese Telephone that was played with my life.

I can't change the fact that odd, unwarranted (is that the word I want to use?) attention was cast in my direction.  

I'll never understand it.  I'll never understand why.  They all just zipped their lip, and I'm stuck witnessing the aftermath I sense or uncover from time to time.  

C'est la vie.